Monday, December 20, 2010

It's not fair...

I'm going to do something I almost never do, and make a sort of personal blog post. I have always shunned this, but I feel I have a friend who deserves every effort to keep her around, so I'm going for it.  I just feel the need really to step up to the plate for her.

Seren, I said in my email to you that there are so many people that respect you so much and really want to see you around, no matter what some people say.  The first thing I want to do is apologize, because I didn't mean to keep you in the dark and keep your hopes up by only telling you what I had to about the situation with Em.  I don't hate Em and I didn't want to turn her into a villain, although I do not think she is the victim she wants to be portrayed as.  I didn't want any more friendships broken up on my account.  

To everyone else, just FYI Seren hasn't been around cloudTen much either, and she usually is when she can even when things are mostly dead.  I understand though that she's had a lot going on, ranging from illness to a new job.  It's just life, and that takes precedence.  I will admit, whether it makes me a coward or what, I generally prefer not to post these things in public, but sometimes lines of communication get shut down and you have no idea how else to go about it.  I am fully aware that by posting this I am giving permission to anyone to pick it apart and do whatever, but I just don't particularly care.  I mainly just felt the need to step out there and let Seren know that not everyone is upset with her and that there are tons who respect her.  


  1. I am sorry it came to this, but thank you.

  2. Seren, I just want you to know that I don't think it's exactly fair what's going on and that I wish it hadn't come to this :'( It's just a whole load of grief for everyone involved. Sending love and hugs your way <3

  3. I am not upset with you at all Seren! You said what you had to! I respect you more than I already did actually.

  4. Uhhh, I don't know what's going on, but I also think you are awesome. :D

  5. heya guys, Thanks so much for helping when I'm down. I am breathing much easier today and the panic is starting to abate. I still feel a little like a caged animal who's hackles are up, but I am trying my best to relax.

    I decided not to stitch whilst upset because the stitches wont sit well, so I decided to take time and and level up my mining in wow. This is my last day off on sick leave and I'm happy to be going back to work tomorrow, but I do want to relax today.

    Again, Panda, I am so sorry you had to post this, but just, thank you.